being so far away from my very love.
it isnt that easy, it isnt that easy at all.
moving on with life as we call it,
brings so much joy, pain, bitterness....
what do i do when i feel my heart crying out for more?
what do i do when i cant seem to find happiness?
it isnt easy, it really isnt easy.
i wish for yesterday, i wish for celebration.
i wish for joy and laughter.
i wish for YOU.



Bring me to that place once again,
where there is love, where there is passion.
bring me...


But i have to mature, we have to peservere.
i have to stand tall, i have to be a man and get past this shit.
So that i can truely be with my love
with my dearest of my life.


this year has past so quickly...
My only regret was not spending more time....
next year i want to create MORE happy memories.


-Nathaniel