a quote from trili's blog:
a relationship can only survive, if there's giving and taking. you have to give and take.. if you keep giving, you'll be extremely burnt out at the end of the day. if only one side keeps giving, the other party would just keep taking and taking and taking.. and the other party wont learn how to give ? cos in their mind its just " all i need, is to take.. i dont need to give. " give and take, give and take. its just like, water in a jug. if you keep pouring and pouring, it'll just become empty. not a single drop left. but if you keep filling it up, keep giving the jug water, then there'll always be water to pour out. thats how droughts occur. because people keep using water, and the sun dries the water out. yet it doesnt rain, so its just dry land. dry cracked land. no harvest, no plants. no life. one can always give, without loving. but one cant love, without giving.

i think this is so true.. :( yeahs.. ohwell..
you can read the rest of the entry at trili's blog. >< LOl im like advertising.. ohwell! :)) wahahas..
-nathaniel!!

the stinging sensaTion.. of a slap.
wahahas. ohwell
today was fun fun! :)went out with some sports club members
hahas.. cycled! whoo!
then.. later play frizbee! wahahas. it was totally coooll! :)
lalas.. yepyeps..
i feel that God is indeed a good God..
think of a possibility that a bus could skip 5 to 6 stops in a row.. haha. and reach my stop! :D
yeah. God's hand was on it.. lala!
God's hand was on my results too..

now i realise the wonder of a "sorry" ?
it cant get rid of all the hurt...
but at least it can get rid some of the pain.

im sorry for giving only empty promises.
im sorry for hurting you.
im sorry for giving you so much pain.
im sorry for breaking your heart into trillion pieces.
im sorry for letting my anger take control.
im sorry for even not sending you back home.
im sorry for making you jealous.

hahas. i suntanned todayy WHOO! :) so so so fun? :P even tho its aloneee

haish.. quarreled with her again.
so crap larh :(( i reallY HATE it...
when we quarrel.. over the minor things...
even now when we are friends...
why do we still quarrel?
what is your meaning of being friends...
i really really dunno..
i am gonna give you all the freedom in the world..
im not gonna control you anymore ..
if it that called controlling you...
im not gonna let you say you give in so so much...
im gonna try not to have so much of my free will..
and listen and obey what you have to say...
so that we will never ever have quarrels..
never... i really really.. beg you..i never want quarrels again..
im gonna give IN EVERYTHING i have...

AHHHH I DONT BELIEVE IT... bleah. everything disappeared.. i BLOOGED LIKE SO LONG>. fine im just gonna summerise everyTHING :( BLEAHAJKDHSAKJL! >< hahas.. okay lah. basically my day has been pretty fun.. i went all the way pasir ris... then.. took some photos then went home.. yeah.. haiyo.. :( i was arguing over friendship+ time consumption vs laziness :) haha... ohwell :) i took the former! heh. anyway.. today i was very happy.. heh. cos.. i received 2 MMS.. heh. the first one..i was like WAH SO PRETTY. heh. then the 2nd one.. i was like.. heh. so cutee :) heh.. if anyone ever get to my phone.. ;) heh. maybe i;ll show to you :) haha.. lala

heyheys. my first new post! :) heh.
consuming fire..
fan into flame
apassion for your name
JESUSSS :) hahas.. ohwell..

haha. my parents... and my sister are crazyy! "D haha.. they sort of just got their new phone.. haha. and they are like... so comical larh! :) haha.. my dad last time was like buy a cheap phone... buy a cheap phone! haha. >< ohwell! and noww he bought like a expensivee one :( a 300++ one with 2 year plan... bleahh! aiyo.
-nathaniel



omg haha so fat already! haha