i hope my dad have a safe trip....

screwed up. to think i even was concerned and, to think i wanted to see you....

and you gave me what?

" No dad then find me la ... sheesh... "

what a stupid stupid reply.

i spend almost everyday with you. and now my dad comes home for only 5 days. and i am quite busy you come out with this reply. what the hell man.... no one talks about my family like this.

if i dont love you... i NO dad also wont come and find you la ....

I tried to fix it... but it failed...

haha... sometimes you shouldnt try at all. leave it as it as...

pretend that you didnt see it. because you dont even know if its there. or whateverr.

goodnights.

mine (:

i am falling deeper and deeper in love with my love... she is just so fun to be with. today... she made me do some exercises! haha...now im so tired.

anyway we went to amk hub. and i collected my specs! i kinda like it! its black and cheap! haha... ohwell. i shouldn't have lost my old one in the first place but.... i think both looks nice.

i got a sexy phone pouch now too! haha.... so now i got a sexy spectacle case, a sexy phone pouch and.... my gorgeous dear (:

Money Woes

i'm offically broke. i dont think i have enough money to survive. damn....

whatever...

saturday... was the day i spent $728 dollars on a bike....
well... i dont really regret it. because i will need it during my university...

there are many thoughts that are running through my mind...

the insurance.... is not settled.

irritating i dont have enough money to spend. i need to save and save...

i lost my specs.... the specs which i love..

okayokay... God help me.

luckily i had someone to cheer me up! to come all the way from her house to meet me... thank God for her...

Parents

Who are parents? What is your father and mother to you?

What kind of parents do you want to be in the future?

Parents…
I only learnt to cherish my parents abit more when I started to enter the army…. When I realized they have been good to me. Our family did not have much money. So our house did not have a lot of nice items … most of the cabinets were brought over from the old home… So the interior design of the house was terrible. I remember when I was young… I always envied those people who were rich… aww they had a gameboy… oh they had a ps1… while I was stuck with a computer playing pokemon. Haha….

But now I finally notice.. that actually they have been trying to provide for our education and for our well-being. They probably are trying to save enough money to provide for their retirement too so that they will not depend on us so much… that is why our house is so old…. I mean… why wouldn’t my father spend more … to make his house look nicer.. I’m sure he would want that.. just that he can’t afford it.

I remember… this sentence… that struck me very deep. Do you treat your home like a hotel? I wish that there were more opportunities to spend more time with my family. Sometimes I think we grow up too fast.

Today I just heard of a crazy incident about a 21 years old guy who cant stand his mother…. His mother asked e maid to clean up his room cos it was very messy. And e ipod was missing…. They are from a rich family… so he called up his mom.. and talked as usual the mom nagged abit… and he threw his phone down and broke the phone…. He said “This is my room, I do what I like to my room.” Later on he broke a piece of plate… and told his mom I’ll break everything in the house… if you don’t stop talking. after talking to the mom again… and after that.. his dad talked to him.. he told his dad…. If you don’t stop talking… I’ll smash your car. Wth… what an ass. =/
Such utter disrespect for the mommy. IT isn’t his house omg. Its his parents house. He is feeding on his parents’ money and he takes things for granted. His phone, his ipod were all presents from his parents too.. and here he scold his mother for trying to do him a favour…

There are a few things I would like to comment on. In the bible… the one of the Ten Commandments is to honor your father and mother… it is a commandment… becos after all they are the ones that take care of us. As I see Khim taking care of her baby I realized how much work it is… to just take care of one small kid…. Khim also had to endure 9mths of “suffering”? Our parents love us just as God love us. However no one is perfect. They are after all humans. No matter whether they are right or wrong, good or bad parents… we are supposed to honor them… becos we are to learn submission to our leaders.

Furthermore, I cant imagine how the boy’s kids or wife would live in his house, Or how his kids will treat him when they grow up. I believe that if you have no respect for your parents… in the future your kids will also have no respect for you, because you will not be able to impart certain values that are crucial for your kids to grow well… and... you will not want next time your kids to be like you when you try to be helpful to them or you accidentally irritate them abit THEY scream and throw items at you... what kind of kids are they then?

Sometimes its not about being right all the time…. Many of a times… it is the relationship that you care about…. So you try to do all you can to patch it up.. Just a simple I’m sorry when you really mean it…. Will work. Not an msn I’m sorry larhs. Either a call. Or face to face would be better.

Learning to love your friends… and your sweetheart starts with the family, in which how you show your love towards your family will demonstrate how you will love your boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse in the future… Therefore, contribute to the family. It isn’t a hotel, they aren’t your servants for goodness sake.

Love your parents and sisters, no matter what they do to you… your parents love you.. except for some exceptions lahs…

Make sure you teach your child well… I always wonder why curfews are said and computer time was banned… haha.. but now I know how important it is…

why am i earning money for?

it is painful and irritable. star trek was nice that was it.

anyway... just to update my checklist. i received my giro form... and sent it out to the bank.
I also changed my bank ... to signature instead of thumbprint. (: soo now i can sign stuff.. with my official signature.... okay. so now! i have officially 100 more smses! haha... i wish i signed up my plan a little later. so that i can get the student offer !!! grrr.. i want to "downgrade my plan" to the student plan! haha.. i hope i can!

i am.... going to be free really soon. i guess when you are free you start to think abit more...

you know... sometimes... life can be gone in just a flash... in an instant... BANG
you can just die.... and... no one will ever think about you anymore....
i want to be on the starship.... i dont want to get ejected out like jim...

peacee out

let time stop for a while

i'm starting to enjoy changii more and more! (: it really has alot of memories!

Planning for my future.

Ntu. you have inspired me. it is not about the distance i have to travel but about the quality of the school!



I shall start studying once again.

Physics. Attempt to try some physics questions again. I must get a few questions for myself to do.. or maybe ask czekin or others for some tutorials which i threw away! haha

Get ready for my ... university. getting my pencil boxes.

I also want to exercise!

basically do my basic exercises! pushups, situps and pullups. other stuff would include running and swimming.

I also want to go out with her.

rawr. so many places to go! so little time (:

can't we just be friends...
why do you have to do this to me...
why do I have to do that to you...

out of anger , love, frustration, rubbish. hatred... jealously...

can you hug me and tell me everything will be alright? can you hug me and tell me that its going to go away.....

Clearing up my to do list

1. Deactivate Starhub Voicemail [1]
2. Get the Giro Form and send it back to starhub [1]
2a. Go to DBS bank find out if my account is still thumbprint or signature. [o]
3. Get my stuff scanned at czekin place [1]
4. send esther & josh the ipod stuff [1]
5. Find out what is wrong with my psp [1]
5a. This is either the connection from the batt to the psp or the batt is not working at all.
6. Find a person with a psp and try to use his/her batt. [1]
7. Pay the starhub bill [1]
8. Meet esther. [o]

i cleared up almost everything..... everything went according to plan yesterday so i did accomplish alot of things..

Now this is the key question..... DO I, DO YOU like changes? hmmmm

irritation

i do not understand.... am i the 3rd party now?

i did not know esther well enough to like her until after the break up...

i did not purposely went to find her becos she just broke up.

sacrificial lovee ~

while they were away i cleaned the house and the toilets. I also packed the room. i felt so accomplished after that... but i realised how hard is it to really make your house clean... its such a chore yet a necessity.

im extremely exhausted. i stayed at Czekin's house till midnight waiting for Laraine to come back from Australia...

what did i get from her ? oh. you didn't pump full tank? well if you were more giving and generous with petrol and... didn't ask me always to pump what you use. I would have pump full... Yeps. its works both ways. Don't expect the little brother to do so much... when he isn't working... at least i got a thank you from her when i reached home. if not i would ... be pissed.



ohwell.. I loved one rochester. It was a beautiful place with awesome ambience... wonderful food. beautiful trees! bugs! I don't mind going back again.... the company was wonderful too.



Fireproof was a touching show... it made me realised a few things that i have been constantly neglecting.. it also reminded me about the difference in it.

1. loving unconditionally. well. i have always knew that i should do it. but... i always found it very hard to do... last mth i came to a realisation that our love must come from God becos our love is selfish. etc etc... This also means... loving her when you dont feel doing so anymore. Loving her still becos you are committed and you have promised to love her in good times and the bad and allowing God to help you to love.

2. I understood the fact that God is our creator we should therefore worship him.... becos he provides for our every needs.. the fan the food that we have are all from him... but there was something that i forgot... that was very important.... it was that Jesus died for my sins and that Jesus loved me with a unconditional love. All this was head knowledge to me. but now i am starting to understand a little bit more about unconditional love. About how can a man love someone who keeps rejecting him... time and time again... who can do that? only Jesus/God.

3. I realised i have been hurting too many people in the process... I should have known better. Now i feel guilty and... angry at the same time. Sometimes... i wonder what kind of man am i really am... maybe i dont even know the hidden agendas that i have...

I will make sure it will be the best... and the last... i do not want to hurt 1 more again..
There are many more stuff that i would like to share but my mind so tired haha....

anyway my feet is peeling horribly... i think i have to stop wearing slippers for a while.... I am gonna soak my slippers in dettol for 1 day. lol lets see... if it can kill the bacteria?!

It has been a wonderful 2 days. of just slacking and spending quality time.
I became to know alittle more and starting to love a little more... (:
Work has become a chore...

i realised work isn't fun at all. what work can ever be fun to me....
what can i do that i can enjoy. that i feel rewarded... and yet earn abit of money...





i made a promise.... and i will try not to break it....
hmm.


stop playing with people's emotions nathaniel.

reflecting ...

Looking back on my past actions.

I realised the harder you try. the more you expect..
like doing a project. imagine working 24/7 for it. but... after that... realised that
it isnt counted into your grades. or maybe you got a C... what will you do?
is the effort enough? or is the end result, the profit better? or is it you just suck at it?
some times... only God see the effort.... not anyone else. sadly, not anyone else...

i want this feeling to never stop!

its nice to feel like you are wanted and needed....

i ...really hope you like what i planned for you! (:

i thought through on what i heard and communicated. i guess.. its a learning process. To me.. i knew why i got in it so fast already. because.... there is always so much to learn so much to understand. You can never truely know a person.... so i guess... just place my trust in you and learn along the way. It is really faster this way (: haha.

Slowly but surely my feelings develop.... slowly but surely... i know that there is only 1 thing on my mind..... and that is.... yeah... making sure that you are happy. putting a smile on your face.

my expectations are probably too much.... once again

random thoughts

Your actions and words doesn't match up. something aint right.



Im so so tired.... i wish i can sleep abit more... i wish there is a bolster and osim nap blanket for me to hug. or.... just someone for me to rest on.



i present to you a tree and a heart! What does a tree and a heart have in common?


*da da da da da*
*drum rolls*




They have a T in it.... and now im finally finishing the LAST the Ts in my work. haha



Today i was reading ezekiel chapter 2. It talks about God appearing infront of ezekiel and calling him to go and speak to the israelites. It speaks about God sending Ezekiel to speak to the rebellous nation. The nation that was chosen by God but have fallen into sin. After that God comforted and encouraged Ezekiel on not being afraid of the circumstances or the things that will happen because.... He will be with Ezekiel.....
This boils down to the problem of trust. Whether i trust God enough to put my life into his hands and go to do a task that seems impossible to complete. Why shouldn't i, God is my creator afterall.... Why shouldn't i? God have performed and accomplished so many things in my life... why shouldn't i? God loves me more than i can love her....

let me slowly but surely learn.... and grow (:

friends come and go.... but i guess only true friends will stand by your side

You seem so far away from me...
I cant seem to smell you at all....
maybe its my blocked nose. or my tired eyes.

i want my osim nap blanket and a fan to blow towards my bed. (:
*wooooooooo hear the fan blowing and i remember the phone calls*

give me give me give me! =s

As I read the bible of God Goodness across the land. My mind couldn’t help but wonder why… I did or could not understand that concept… of his goodness…

As I thought back on my life…. As a christian and the mission trip that I went. I realized how easily I forget about God’s providence and goodness in my life. And many times… I take things that I see or use very often for granted..

God you are the creator of the universe. You made the world so beautiful and wonderful. The trees the mountains … the creatures of the air, land and sea… You create me… and people like me… that we may experience the wonderful times of loving and being loved. You are my provider and you hold my world in your hand. God you provide a wonderful family and house under my head. How fortunate I am to be born in a comfortable place. How selfish I am not to share it with others….

The very backbone of my existence is centered on your breath… Let me not forget it and let me cherish every moment spent in the world, with you… with her.

This is very illegal but.. haha. I am blogging while working. Ohwell. I felt that I have to say this… If not I would forget and miss the chance...

I really want to make it work… I really hope …. this will work out! (:
I think I have no confidence in myself !! but… slowly… I guess… I want my No.3 HAHA!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/glenographer

I just came back from China... China was really a wonderful place. but.... 10 days is more than enough.... i dont think i want to go back to china in a very very long period of time. But i'm really glad that i got the opportunity to buy damn nice clothes haha! my tailor clothes look really nice! if i got pictures of them! i would post them! one of the things i loved about china was the temperature. i remember when i first stepped into singapore and bathed ....after i came out of the shower i had perspiration ..... oh my. It was like tellinng me ... Welcome back to Singapore!!!
Another thing was the cute cat!! when im not that.... tired i'll.... post some pics of the kitten!


haha... i guess. absence makes the heart grow fonder. I'm so glad i got the opportunity to express out my heart's desire. I love being brutally honest. i am thinking of getting a bolster ! haha. =) it seems very similar to something i love alot! (: haha
Thanks for the donuts! (: really loved them..

I miss you crazy! (:
cant wait to see you again

RAWRRRRRRR !!!

OMG PACKING

okay. i need to put....
Slippers
shoes
Toothbrush
hair wax
errs..... pen pen .... where to get a pen!

whatelse.. what else...

damn i cant find my internet banking!
!!! i need to pay 2 bills... arghh

ah.. stress!

okay... i need to put games in my psp and.... songs in my phone.

i miss you! but i guess. i shouldn't disturb you....*ohwell*

anyway... just to show you the pictures of the baby. she is so cute! she is going to be a happy and beautiful girl!

i Secretly took the photos so! haha dont let the mommy know okay?!


She like my wallet alot! she wants the money inside! hahaha




yay she held my hand! haha

yesterday... was a very important and significant day in my calendar.. but...the most hilarious thing that happened was we saw cockroaches everywhere. like 4 - 5 cockroaches.... it was really a scary sight.

You really caught me unaware.... I dreamed of a better time!! where i was more prepared, where i was ready.... maybe i could have rehearsed my lines! too baddd for you ! :p

gotta go. my alarm clock is ringing, time is ticking.

Can i kick you ?

can i kick you? rawr! haha
thinking ... and writing ... it down

anyway i think i'm shedding... hair
like i eat too salty things or something? ohwell
so weird.

got fooled ! :( damnnn haha

Now im pretty sure no bus has a sbstransit spraypaint! Only that bus has it.That means that bus was 1 in a millioonnn haha...

This was what happened, i spotted a bus with a sbstransit spraypaint at the side of the bus and i was fascinated by it. Jolene and lisbeth i mean lisbeth and jolene (:told me that every bus had that spraypaint and that i was blurrr! hmm. i believed them!!

i really had a great time with the guys and with them... we ate some super oily chicken rice... and then we went on to cheesecake shop! haha.. it was really cosy and comfy there. becos there was a minimum order of 1 per person and i thought about her.. i bought 1 cheesecake for her! i realised i bought the wrong cake but.... ohwell! its the thought that counts =x i hope haha...

its in 3 more days.. my shanghai trip.... i dont know i have really mixed feelings. i think its going to be fun but..... i am really gonna leave my friends for 10 days. ohwell. i havent packed, i got work... im exhausted, i need to go out too! so many things to do. so little time.

- i really appreciate you talking to me while i was lonely. i thought we could be good friends.... i shared with you my secrets and did crazy stuff on the phone that i would never do to anyone else. i guess. it was not meant to be. i cant believe it was just over a cancelled appointment. duh.... goodbye.

But i'm happy. becos i made new friends and..... i cant wait to meet my friend in beijing!

whatever....

at least i tried....

im tired....

goodnights.

Im going china in like 3-4days. ah. before i even went there. i was bombarded with "requests"
"remember to get me something from china!" haha... so i shall try to remember who do i give special emphasis to.

i had a wonderful day today. a little burnt but still enjoyable. playing in the water and just chatting. Trying to get her across the water is so tough! haha. at the end it rained for a while ending our day. such cheap and good fun! (: lets go again!

ah super tired.

oh man... i realised i didnt post my post..... haha. i probably was too sleepy. forget it...
i love the sea breeze maybe i should SHOUT IT OUT.....

my Feelings

I shall not be hesistant nor embarassed.
I really hope she understands....
I really hope there is no misunderstanding...
I am falling head over heels in love with her.
When i see her, my mood immediately changes....
I wish that time would come to a standstill.....
Just to let me enjoy the beauty of her silhouette figure.
Sometimes she is just so far away from my grasp.... however,
If her silhouette is so beautiful, what more the person.

On my way back home while eating alone at chompchomp.... i thought about many things... i also prayed about many things. i realized something was missing in my life currently. It was my parents.. and my sisters... being alone at home does not solves the problem.... It made me realised how lonely i was... and how much i longed for a companion... how badly i needed someone to love me. Especially when dawn left me. I realised computer games, doesnt fill up the gap. friends might have....but it wasn't enough. However it was you that left me breathless. Even if it was just a little .... Even if you gave me just a little i was satisfied ...

I came to a conclusion.... that you are the person i adored. You were the one that made me happy on the inside. No matter what the conclusion may be at the very end, I still enjoyed the company, the fellowship, the laughter, and the sorrow and i hope we will always stay as friends... because you were/are someone that was/is special.

For now, let me say,
I honestly love you.

Was it worth it?

if you accidentally drink glass ... would you cough? cos i think i accidentally did... from that bottle of drink.... ohwell. My throat is itchy

was it worth it?
i don't know...

Soulmate.

I decided to write out who i want for my soulmate. To me. looks, might come first for first impressions. but i believe in inner beauty that will radiate brighter from within, that is the most important.

I hope my wife would be like this....
- I want to display the real nathanielchenzhengwei infront of her, and not feel like i am being scrutinized over everything i do. I also do not want to feel embarrassed over different issues.
- I don't want her to get bored of me. Even when i am talking rubbish.... even when i am very quiet. We will enjoy the silence together. We will enjoy the sounds of nature.
- I don't want her to look and my financial status and compare it with other people. Or feel that i am inadequate because I am not rich.
- I wish that everywhere we go will be an adventure. Not something to dread about. Even to a coffeeshop, you will enjoy the company.
- I want a God chaser. I want someone who is after God's heart.... So that i can talk to her about spiritualll stuff rawr!

Most importantly, i want to make a right decision.... many times i have relied on my own strength and mind to make decisions... that are not pleasing to God's eyes...

I remember yesterday i wrote about... friendships and commitments and what i truely hold dear. Day 38, tuesday Jesus regarded the fellow christians as his brother, sister and mother.. Does that mean we have to treat everyone like how we would treat our siblings? I guess. relationships are always important.

Day 39... relying on the holy spirit. What is the holy spirit to me? It is like water. Imagine your very being is a cup. The holy spirit will flows and fills up the cup.
If you want more and more of the holy spirit. It will fill up to the very brim..of the cup.
However, the problem is that the water is living. So it chooses where it wants to fill up.
It is like saying the owner of the cup either has a pump to pump out the water or has a jug to pour living water into the cup.

What happens when you are fill to the brim.... You become very attractive to the thirsty. You become fat and heavy. So you will want to exercise your faith and do good works for the Lord Jesus Christ.

Oh Lord, may you fill me to the brim. May your presence be ever so strong.
Work through my life, make me a spiritually fit person. Let me thirst from you.
for only you can satisfy my hunger. Only you can fill my cup till overflowing.
Let me be aware of your presence with me.
Thank you Lord,
Amen

When i entered the room,
my sister retorted NAT why you hang the clothes till so ugly!
I thought to myself, whether its ugly or not ... i do not care.
i only care if my clothes are dry.... haha. ohwell.

Some people said im spending alot of money. but... i somehow disagree.
Most of the time I am investing in my friendships, commitments and love.
i heard it on a youtube video today. the things that actually matters the most,
is friendships, commitments and love... and after thinking... i think its true..
maybe money aint that important after all. My 2 months of break has really
been a good time just to relax and spend time with my friends.
Indeed ... my 2 months has lead me to meet new friends... friends that i find to be fairly interesting. Different people with different personalities. I had time to just catch up with my guy friends. and to really talk to them and share my life with them. I had time to exercise and wake up at.... 12pm haha. it really feels good.

Sometimes.... you try to look forward to something. But you realised that actually whatever that you wanted... aint that attractive after all... for e.g.. when i was in jc2... i wanted so badly to enter the army. becos.... i thought it was a piece of cake , (i was fit , blahblah) but when i entered the army.... i WANTED to get out so badly. When i was in OCS i badly wanted to get a staff position. when i was in it... i got a horrible boss... and i spent alot of money on transport and food. Many times, the grass looks greener. But .... if you look at it carefully there are bugs in the grass... the green is the colour of the bugs.

However, I feel that there are things that are important to look forward too... such as.... finding my soulmate. and becoming more like Jesus... haha.
thats why i feel that it is important to invest in lives instead of material wealth.... okay i think it made no sense.. but who cares...

I really had 2 wonderful weeks.... i thoroughly enjoyed the companionship, the evilness and the sorrow. I have learnt how important friends are. And... how different people can really be. Sometimes i guess i really have to think abit more.. before i speak. becos i never know how much it might actually affect someone. It might be nothing for me. becos i grew up living with SUANING .... yeah. but sometimes it might just burst the ego bubble of many. I remember saying "oh but i've got an office job with a 1k pay" it was really meant jokingly but i didnt know there was an adverse effect on that person.

I guess sometimes its better to just ZIP and act like you are thinking ALOT although you are not, than to really burst out and harm the other person.

my money... has started to drop significantly... i am thinking of starting to find a job once again... somehow i am quite reluctant. I am afraid of not being able to spend time with my friends. On the Apr the 9th i am also going to China. haha i am going to meet my friend in Beijing. i really look forward to that.... but i am really gonna miss the companionship that we are sharing...

sometimes i do ask myself whether would i give willingly and sacrificially for a friend and whether it was worthwhile to spend my time and my perspiration.
Maybe once in a while...
but i do know i definitely treat her slightly better than a friend... ohwell.
it has been 4 memorable days of knowing and spending quality time ....
i hope i did enough to leave a lasting impression!

My only regret is not being able to make my mind about certain issues and.... not being about to remember certain things such as *look below*.

I also need to remember honey water in a washed plastic bottle .... rawr..

Taking my time....

Once again i am at a crossroads... i have really alot of time in my hands. There are many questions i need answers to.
God which ministry do you want me to be in....?
God what is your plan for my season now, and for later?
Somehow i feel reluctant to take the step of faith. I dont know what am i doing? or why am i holding back.....

I also have to choose between mechanical engineering or material engineering... later on! in the future. ntu or nus would be a better choice. i would like God's opinion instead of my opinion....

it was only a hour. i wish time could slow down...


Today i took picture of my body haha. its not that clear! so haha..
i think i'll put it at the oldest post ... yeah so it will be hard to see it....

It is for training purposes! heh =p

a faint glimmer of hope.

Would.. you have preferred if i said no.... ?
would it have been better if i said no....
what have i entangled myself into...
this crazy cobweb that cant be taken off my face :)
*does some funny actions*


I will give you all my worship....
i will give you all my praise
You alone i long to worship
You alone are worthy of my praise

My name

hahaha. i didnt know there would be my name on the slippers. omg! so nice.. the pattern + design! The designer of the slippers definitely knew my style =D

thanks rachel! again. for the picture =D

I think i need to stop slacking. haha i gotta go and work soon. ohwell.
Today was damn dumb. i skated with rachel around bishan park. when i reaching the park. i fell down! when going down a slope. infront of rachel.=/ i felt so humiliated. haha. but its alrights i guess.
This is my free bottle! i got from rachel! woohoo! im happy.
i applied my antiseptic.... my fingers were yellow after that.




Some stupid random shots that we took.
!!! DONT scroll down if you dont want to see the wound! haha. its nothing actually la. but i still took it.



We ate some really nice cheese fries and chicken nuggets! it was fabulous! haha.
tadaaaa. going off to cell! love skatingg!

i so totally miss you! :o

haha my ktv meeting with my jc friends.. it was quite fun! to sing the old songs. even though i can never ever know how to sing a chinese song. haha.. Celest, gary and calista.

sigh....

A short meeting with joce.

I decided to try to flaunt my photography skills HAHA! with jocelyn as the model. so yeah. Today was day 1 of my photography skills with my HTC touch diamond! We went to sentosa.
Some are just random photos from yesterday



this is shi han! haha. i looked horrible in the photo! 2 photos were taken after we spent
our pay for yesterday haha


ESTHER if you look carefully. the person is the security guard! and..... THERE is giants vivo! :)
specially took these photos!


I like the lighting for this one?



This was us trying to take a photo on a tram! haha its SO SCARY.... I think i need a better CAM

There we go! not shaky anymore!
Alrights we reached palawan beach! after a SHORT detour! (: haha



Most southern part of Singapore OMG.... i'll continue later.


This proves that joce is a super lousy photographer haha.



Joce is lost in the jungle. she points me to that way. i dont believe! :P compare this to the joce taken photos! horrible! haha.



These 3 shots are quite nicely done huh? its my artistic expressions! hahahaha


Joce eating the island, Joce hand monster.

I refer this 3 pictures to .... saying goodbye.

It starts off with this act-cool attitude of thinking "im okay" later on .... she stops to think about her decision!


She knows she has to look back once again. Just for 1 last time before she proceeds on.



2 feets... tells a thousand words.