my Feelings

I shall not be hesistant nor embarassed.
I really hope she understands....
I really hope there is no misunderstanding...
I am falling head over heels in love with her.
When i see her, my mood immediately changes....
I wish that time would come to a standstill.....
Just to let me enjoy the beauty of her silhouette figure.
Sometimes she is just so far away from my grasp.... however,
If her silhouette is so beautiful, what more the person.

On my way back home while eating alone at chompchomp.... i thought about many things... i also prayed about many things. i realized something was missing in my life currently. It was my parents.. and my sisters... being alone at home does not solves the problem.... It made me realised how lonely i was... and how much i longed for a companion... how badly i needed someone to love me. Especially when dawn left me. I realised computer games, doesnt fill up the gap. friends might have....but it wasn't enough. However it was you that left me breathless. Even if it was just a little .... Even if you gave me just a little i was satisfied ...

I came to a conclusion.... that you are the person i adored. You were the one that made me happy on the inside. No matter what the conclusion may be at the very end, I still enjoyed the company, the fellowship, the laughter, and the sorrow and i hope we will always stay as friends... because you were/are someone that was/is special.

For now, let me say,
I honestly love you.