ahh. my hopes my dreams all dashed in an instant. my world falled down like rain. would i ever stand up again? would i ever be strong?

joshua 1:9 I command you – be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.

I know i promised to myself not to fall in love again
But I cant stop thinking about "LOVE"
Every time when I lay down to my bed I dream about it
When I close my eyes I only pictured the happiness I had when I was in love
Things are not the same, now and way back when I was in love all those happiness
I had changed to sadness Here I am no one to hold today and tonight, and I ask myself
Would I ever fall in love again? I have no ANSWER to myself.
Once i pictured the special times I had when I was in love
I just fall in love but I don't don't know why I promised to myself
I never though that I will lose her in my life but I was wrong
She was mine, and I was Hers but I don't what the love means to us at that time
I wished million times to get back for her
If only that wish would come truethere will no pain in our love ever again
I had a special time when I was in love!